This is a real struggle. I have just lost all sense of motivation. Or dedication.
I just weighed in and gain 2 lbs in the last four weeks….still even with some ups and downs I weigh exactly what I weighed on May 2, 2012. What is that 13 weeks…no progress. I feel like I am off track...hell off track doesn’t even come close to describing it…I have no idea where the track is. Everything I start to write sounds like everything I have written before. “Intermission Is Over”???? No there has been a complete power outage. I don’t know how to get out of this rut. I am not exercising. I returned to ATX 100 for a couple of meetings and enjoyed being around so many people who were enthusiastic about getting healthier. There are so many new people and a few of the original group. When we started ATX 100 I told them that I would be there even if it became the ATX 1. Because, I wasn’t giving up. I intended to live a healthier life style forever. Is this the let down that has always plagued me? I was so jacked up after completing the Capital 10K. I really had a sense of accomplishment. But since the Cap 10K, I have hardly moved. It has only been the last 3 weeks that I have gotten out and walked over 5 K on three different occasions. I set myself up for what now appears to be a near impossible goal to walk the Half Marathon next February 17th. I feel like I have defeated myself before I even get started. Recently I was told to focus on the program and not the pounds. The Program… Public Commitment-Blog…Record Keeping-Publishing Weight…Regular Exercise…and Faith One day at a time…
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Still your favorite WW Leader ?
8/13/2012 04:09:18 am
Hi Joe been thinking of you this summer HOPE all is well would love to hear from you etc etc
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Pat
9/13/2012 08:18:49 am
Hi, Joe. I do ATX100 and have been for a year! I also took the summer off. Oh, I have been careful, but not great, in my food choices, and have done the workouts, although not regularly. I haven't gained any weight, but have not lost any more, either. I have signed up for the Austin Half on 2/17 and I am going to do it. You can too! We need to support each other as we have in the past and together we can achieve our goals. I really, really believe that. You have 156 days to prepare. See you at the finish line.
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Diana
9/19/2012 04:07:38 am
Hi, Joe. I've been thinking about you and Michelle and wondering how you guys were doing. I haven't been to ATX recently but still get together with a few folks. Sorry to hear you're feeling stuck. I started with pleasant walks that were doable every day without fail, and which I never dread because they aren't painful...baby steps instead of giant leaps. It's the frog in boiling water thing, which never feels bad because it's so gradual.
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